[ yeah, that's just the right amount of foreboding and creepy that lets her know this is still Matt, deep down... but the fact that he didn't crack an awful joke or make a single blind pun during their entire conversation is Troubling.
But not troubling enough for Gwen to turn back now. She makes her way to the park in her regular sweats. She's not going to advertise that Spider-Woman is here and working with Matt Murdock, duh. ]
Okay, Gwen. It's probably, definitely a trap but... you can do this.
[ Her spider-sense still works sometimes, right? It would definitely let her know if Murdock was about to turn a corner and run at her with a ninja star, right? ]
no who are we kidding she gets the same mirror matt that she got on the phone - for now at least. hopefully her luck doesn't run dry before he gives her the goods. but he doesn't smile at her, or crack a joke or anything. he's just very serious. and very tired looking, too.]
[ The lack of his ever-present smirk sets off alarm bells in Gwen's mind. This is so wrong. She stares at Murdock in shock, not quite over the weird emotional 180 that he displayed both over the watch and now in person.
What. The. Hell. ]
Wow. You really must be sick, Murdock. Where's the sarcasm or the gloat about how I should know better than to show up?
[he turns his head away from her, letting the word trail off and disappear while he puts together his thoughts. it's hard, to make a good case for this when at every step she seems more troubled, when this is better. this has to be better than the way he'd been doing things. than being all of your own worst enemies rolled up into one.
he can't fix it all. he knows that. but gwen...he can fix things with gwen, and that has to be something. that has to be a step in the right direction.]
[ Gwen still eyes him warily, though she steps closer anyway. If this is some weird temporary insanity, she'll be glad to take the power ups and run. ]
You feel bad for all the stuff you've done? Something tells me that's one heck of a list.
[the should should be so obvious - in the timbre of his voice, in the look on his face, in the weight of his shoulders. it's a ledger that's filled and filled in blood. in needless deaths and cruelties. in torture and in lies.]
But I can't -- [his voice catches. no, he stops himself. stops as he gets too emotional and he tries to reign it in. it probably doesn't work as well as he thinks it does.] I can't fix that. I can't undo all those things.
[ She's never, ever seen him so... upset. Like, obviously upset. Any time Murderdock gets even close to showing emotion, he opts for terrifying instead. This whiny, self-loathy bullshit is very strange indeed. And it's honestly even creepier than his regular cheeriness. ]
What's your point? [ Seriously, all he's doing is... being pathetic. This is almost embarrassing. The less time she spends around this Matt, the better. He's bizarre and Gwen doesn't like it. ] Do you have the power ups or what?
[he's surprised, that she doesn't want any part of it, when she deserved so many apologies. when she had been asking for so long for him to be less creepy. he reaches into his pocket to grab the contain with the power ups and pulls them out and
like it was ever going to be that easy
the mirror magic is unstable. mirror matt pulls out the container and just as he does the magic shifts and so, too, does his whole body language. he relaxes, becomes so much more lighter and then...
well, and then, understandably confused. his eyes narrow behind his glasses and his fingers tighten around the container with the power ups. the fuck is this, ruby city?? he has a vague sense - a sense that he'd come here to talk to gwen for a reason and this disgusting, bitter aftertaste of guilt (not to mention the obvious mess of emotions gwen is projecting) but the specifics are harder to recall.
seriously, not cool, city.]
So I'm going to go out on a limb here and assume this has to do with Dil's message.
[it helps that Harry brought up how weird things are, since he could listen to harry's conversation what with being partners.]
[ Well, that's creepy as hell, thanks for that, Murdock. That sudden shift totally gives Gwen the heebiejeebies as she pulls back. Goddammit, Murdock. ]
Aw, man, what? I knew this was too good to be true.
[ Gwen stares at him, then down at his hand. At least she knows what the container looks like. But this sudden 180 is just as weird as it was over the pocketwatch, only worse because she's actually seeing it. In real time. ]
Is that why you were all 'invasion of the bodysnatchers'? 'Cause that was seriously weird.
Whatever was going on with you, it was pretty freaking obvious when it happened, trust me.
[ Like, even his body language got more... subdued. Closed off. Yikes. Gwen is looking at Matt like he's grown another head. The difference is so stark. ]
I never thought I'd say this, but I think I prefer you like this to being all... emotional and self-loathy.
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this is what you wanted ]
Better safe than sorry. I'll meet up with you soon.
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But not troubling enough for Gwen to turn back now. She makes her way to the park in her regular sweats. She's not going to advertise that Spider-Woman is here and working with Matt Murdock, duh. ]
Okay, Gwen. It's probably, definitely a trap but... you can do this.
[ Her spider-sense still works sometimes, right? It would definitely let her know if Murdock was about to turn a corner and run at her with a ninja star, right? ]
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no who are we kidding she gets the same mirror matt that she got on the phone - for now at least. hopefully her luck doesn't run dry before he gives her the goods. but he doesn't smile at her, or crack a joke or anything. he's just very serious. and very tired looking, too.]
It's not a trap.
[duh he can hear you]
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What. The. Hell. ]
Wow. You really must be sick, Murdock. Where's the sarcasm or the gloat about how I should know better than to show up?
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[he turns his head away from her, letting the word trail off and disappear while he puts together his thoughts. it's hard, to make a good case for this when at every step she seems more troubled, when this is better. this has to be better than the way he'd been doing things. than being all of your own worst enemies rolled up into one.
he can't fix it all. he knows that. but gwen...he can fix things with gwen, and that has to be something. that has to be a step in the right direction.]
I already told you, there's no other agenda here.
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[ Gwen still eyes him warily, though she steps closer anyway. If this is some weird temporary insanity, she'll be glad to take the power ups and run. ]
You feel bad for all the stuff you've done? Something tells me that's one heck of a list.
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[the should should be so obvious - in the timbre of his voice, in the look on his face, in the weight of his shoulders. it's a ledger that's filled and filled in blood. in needless deaths and cruelties. in torture and in lies.]
But I can't -- [his voice catches. no, he stops himself. stops as he gets too emotional and he tries to reign it in. it probably doesn't work as well as he thinks it does.] I can't fix that. I can't undo all those things.
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[ She's never, ever seen him so... upset. Like, obviously upset. Any time Murderdock gets even close to showing emotion, he opts for terrifying instead. This whiny, self-loathy bullshit is very strange indeed. And it's honestly even creepier than his regular cheeriness. ]
What's your point? [ Seriously, all he's doing is... being pathetic. This is almost embarrassing. The less time she spends around this Matt, the better. He's bizarre and Gwen doesn't like it. ] Do you have the power ups or what?
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[he's surprised, that she doesn't want any part of it, when she deserved so many apologies. when she had been asking for so long for him to be less creepy. he reaches into his pocket to grab the contain with the power ups and pulls them out and
like it was ever going to be that easy
the mirror magic is unstable. mirror matt pulls out the container and just as he does the magic shifts and so, too, does his whole body language. he relaxes, becomes so much more lighter and then...
well, and then, understandably confused. his eyes narrow behind his glasses and his fingers tighten around the container with the power ups. the fuck is this, ruby city?? he has a vague sense - a sense that he'd come here to talk to gwen for a reason and this disgusting, bitter aftertaste of guilt (not to mention the obvious mess of emotions gwen is projecting) but the specifics are harder to recall.
seriously, not cool, city.]
So I'm going to go out on a limb here and assume this has to do with Dil's message.
[it helps that Harry brought up how weird things are, since he could listen to harry's conversation what with being partners.]
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Aw, man, what? I knew this was too good to be true.
[ Gwen stares at him, then down at his hand. At least she knows what the container looks like. But this sudden 180 is just as weird as it was over the pocketwatch, only worse because she's actually seeing it. In real time. ]
Is that why you were all 'invasion of the bodysnatchers'? 'Cause that was seriously weird.
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Probably.
[he pockets the powerups for now. well this is awkward.]
Maybe we should come up with a sweet code-word. To make sure it's really us.
[matt no one is going to confuse your mirror for you i promise]
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[ Like, even his body language got more... subdued. Closed off. Yikes. Gwen is looking at Matt like he's grown another head. The difference is so stark. ]
I never thought I'd say this, but I think I prefer you like this to being all... emotional and self-loathy.
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Then lets not keep talking about it. It sounds awful.
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Fine with me. The last thing I want is to picture you having real feelings.
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[ see hes back :) ]
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Yeah, keep those on the inside. Thanks.
[ He's gotta have feelings under there somewhere, Gwen just doesn't want to see them. Ever. ]
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[ wow sick burn, being mean to a child. he's not on top of his game with this whole insane emotional switch. ]
So who are you paired up with?
[ it's his mirror who asked, not him, so. ]
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[ Gwen shrugs. She's sure not asking to be Matt's confidant or anything. She'd probably gag through a job like that. ]
Didn't we go through this already? Oh, guess you don't know what I told moody-you, huh?
[ Interesting.... Not that she gains anything from keeping it quiet, though. ]
It's Steven, the kid who was making those cat valentines.
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[because they're totally the same age right]
Don't get him killed. You can always replace power ups - replacing children is a harder gambit.
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[ A literal baby. ]
I'm not gonna get him killed, geez! You know I actually save people, right? Like, regularly?
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[ is gwen not also ten? somedays he wonders ]
Ah, yes, my friendly neighborhood Spider-Woman here to save the day.
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[ Gwen scoffs. ]
Yeah, yeah, laugh it up. I'm serious though. I'm not gonna let some kid get hurt because of me.
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[ Now that he mentions it, that Matt really was like, opposite Matt. Creepy. ]
I dunno. Anti-me would still be my dad's daughter. I doubt I'd let some kid die even then.
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[ and pretty strong feelings are the most likely to get flipped, aren't they? in an anti-you situation? ]
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